Right now, i have mixed feelings, for one i donno wat i wanna do in life next time, i wanna study but it doesnt seem like i have the motivation to study , i donno wats holding me back, i really dont . I have failed in life once and i dont wanna do it again , but i always do back to my lazy ways , im really afraid that i wont make it again , i really wanna study hard and do well in my exam but the one thing that is holding me back , i donno. Lord please help me find wats holding me back and see me throught every step that i take in this one year and help me make sure that i wont go back to my lazy ways , Lord help me also to let me know wats my purpose in life and help me to find wat i myself really wants
