Thursday, 31 January 2013

Confused
Right now, i have mixed feelings, for one i donno wat i wanna do in life next time, i wanna study but it doesnt seem like i have the motivation to study , i donno wats holding me back, i really dont . I have failed in life once and i dont wanna do it again , but i always do back to my lazy ways , im really afraid that i wont make it again , i really wanna study hard and do well in my exam but the one thing that is holding me back , i donno. Lord please help me find wats  holding me back and see me throught every step that i take in this one year and help me make sure that i wont go back to my lazy ways , Lord help me also to let me know wats my purpose in life and help me to find wat i myself really wants  

Wednesday, 14 March 2012

SIGH!!!!!!!
Just like any other holiday, it's kind of great and all, but mostly...... BORING!!!! Well like do you think, staying at doing practically nothing's a good holiday, if you say yes!!! then thats the understatement of the century. Before I end this there is just one thing i like to say, and that is, have a nice holiday. Well that is if you can  

Saturday, 7 January 2012

Wondering!!!!!! >< 
I'm in my house now as usual, stuck here like a bear stuck in the cave hibernating wait that doesn't sound right oh well lets carry on. As i was saying, i have no idea why im writing whatever im thinking of, and why am i thinking. Cant this day get any worst, well worst comes to worst i will practically sleep. Let's see what's on my today's list ............. OH!!!!! "NOTHING" is on my list well i guess that's all.

Im wondering what to do to-day, this day seems plain and boring hehe

Monday, 26 December 2011

The 26th of December 
Hey all of my followers Merry Christmas to all, this year is going to end and school is starting soon....
That means i no longer have time to spend time with my girlfriend, well time to make the most of these day left. So far me and my baby have been together for six months. Im happy for that, but im still very sad about not celebrating Christmas with her, i wish im with her now . Right now i feel lonely with out her, i really miss her a lot but wat can i do i cant drive, i cant walk, i cant do anything to be by her side, i feel so miserable now. Baby you are everything to me and i just want to spend just a little time with you, but i cant even do that, Im a failure as a boyfriend and i myself know that. Baby sry i didnt spend much time with you muacksss, i will always love you and be in your heart no matter wat to protect you muacksssss baby i love.

Friday, 25 November 2011

I miss her badly 
So current Audrey is in a prom without me....... awkward haha she has been there for like three hours and i miss her badly i wish she could come back now but looking at her having fun it makes me happy she seldom have fun all she worry about is her study and she has been sick cause lately shes been staying up late to study, im really worried bout her baby please take care kay dont let me worry i love you, so this is her chance to have fun with friends all night is true i miss her but when she is happy it makes me happy too, baby have fun kay i love you so much muacksss

Monday, 21 November 2011

The phone i have been waiting for 
Samsung Galaxy Note the newest product in the market just been released a few days ago, i've been asking my mum to buy it and she says yes, but i can see her reluctance in buying it, and i know why it is a two thousand over dollars phone, i have to admit is kind of expensive but i really want it i've been waiting for it. Moreover my grades improve so i really wish you can buy it for me.
You can take time to consider but honestly i really want it very badly, HOPE YOU CAN BUY IT FOR ME
My wish for well.... Christmas
im currently in my house and guess wat, im emoing. it's been like more then two months since i last saw my little cupcake, Audrey Johnson my beloved girlfriend. and now she is so lonely but i cant do a thing my house and her house is like nearly an hour's drive and moreover i have no transport, haiz i feel bad lah i wish i could be there with her and thats just about wat i want for Christmas, i  want to be by her side celebrating it with her even if it is for just a minutes or less, just a second, that im already satisfied. Is been like half a year and we've only meet each other for like three time or so i hope next year we will meet often haiz.
And to put it in a nut shell Audrey Johnson is wat i want for Christmas thats all, i want nothing but to be by her side hopefully my wish can come true